67. I FEEL LIKE CRYING

I feel like crying…
Just pulled off the trigger
And end all this pain.

I feel like crying…
It’s a loud choke scream for help…
Everybody is hearing…
But… Nobody is listening.

I feel like crying…
Walking once again through the shadows
Of loneliness, emptiness, and deception.

I feel like crying…
I can’t break to the light!
Am rusted and weathered…
I can hardly hold myself together…

I feel like crying…
Just a thin ray of light
at the end of the tunnel of death…
The clock is ticking and the light is out of my hand.

I feel like crying…
Someone… Please! Lend me a hand…
Guide me to the light!

I feel like crying…
Just hanging on the edge of darkness…
I feel my life fading in a whisper.

I feel like crying…
Oh, God Please forgive me!
Rescue me!
Reach for me!
Don’t let me fall apart and die…

I feel like crying…
But it’s just a felling…
My heart is mended…
My soul is glowing…
Some how!
I reach the light…
Cause the light was always
Inside of me…

Ana S. Goyco Fayetteville, North Carolina 30/marzo/2002 Steel♥Girl Copyright © 2002